same old Thursday...with a twist of my new sunshine

i woke up and the sun smiled at me saying...

"Hey Maffi get up! Face the new day and find your happiness. There's so much opportunity, go get it!"

I smiled and got up at once. [Me thinking...] This is gonna be a good day for me. 

 I went to school and I experienced same old Thursday class.

Our professor irritates us so much! He treats us as if we are all stupid.

"Ikaw na! Ikaw na professional photographer!" This is the famous line that you can hear from my block mates.

I was disappointed...why would I have the best feeling in the morning when I got up from bed and still experience "shitness" in our class. 

I heard my phone and I got a message. I wonder who would it come from. Then I saw his name :"> 

Oh gosh! and from then on I can't help but smile. My seat mate got confused because of me. Every body in the room was not in the mood already but me, I still managed to smile and giggle the whole time. It was like my mind is flying in the air. Funny it is! But yes, I was so happy with that text and a little conversation of ours. 

I rushed to ODS for my training and I was surprised that he was there :"> 

I almost melted when he said "hi" to me.

I guess he is my new sunshine that brings smile to my face.

That is why I had a nice morning.

MY NEW SUNSHINE :"> ♥

i DON'T hate love ♥

This is one of my favorite songs of Claude Kelly...

The real title of this is I HATE LOVE...but I want to revise it for myself so I made it

I DON'T HATE LOVE =))

I DON'T hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring 

[I love every morning that makes my day shines bright and gives hope for my happiness that I'm always longing]
You get up and take a shower in no time, your leaving
And it sounds so selfish
But i can’t help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You’d stay cause 

[I DON'T CARE if you left me already...I GOT MY FRIENDS that I know who will stay with me FOREVER]

I DON'T hate goodbyes [ BUT....] 
I hate these tears in my eyes 
I HATE MYSELF FOR THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU EVERY TIME! I’ve had enough 
I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night 
its way too much [BUT STILL...]
I DON'T hate love

I hate your phone calls [cause you only call me when we're not okay]
In the middle of the day 
Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away [even if we were together I still feel you're too far away]
It drives me crazy 
Cause i need you with me [I needed you but you never needed me]
I know its time for you to understand when i say  

I don’t want to feel this alone [but GOOD THING I'M NOT ALONE ANYMORE]
Everytime you walked out that door (I can’t help it) 
I start missing you  [I MISS YOU BUT I DON'T WANT YOU ANYMORE]
Wish I didn’t need you this much 
But i love how it feels when we touch