starting over :)

it's almost 26th of January and I'm frustrated because I haven't posted anything yet for this year.

a friend told me that I should make one already.. better be a brand new one for heaven's sake. lol =))

(new, meaning no more emo-ness or anything about that hahaha you know what it is!) 

the catch is "start over na".. hahaha that's what my friend told me. 

anyway..

I would never forget this month because I started 2012 with so much stress. imagine spending the entire Christmas and New Year's vacation reading, researching, and writing a thesis. well, not the whole thesis. haha just the first chapter but still...it's very stressful! especially when you already made plans how to spend the vacay then suddenly you have to cancel all of it because of school works. arghhh...

but when I finally passed my first chapter of thesis with my partner, I said to myself that it's payback time haha =)) I need to have leisure time. I need to go out with my friends and spend bunch of time with them. kinda did it already. :D

the best moment was when I spent a whole Sunday with my best friend's family. it was just last Sunday, the day before Chinese New Year. We attended mass then he and his mom kidnapped me from my family to go with them and celebrate Chinese New Year. I really had great time with them. I am so thankful that my best friend thought of inviting me to spend a day with them. I was so happy! :D that kind of days should really be treasured because I get to bond with him only once in a blue moon unlike before. of course I completely understand. He has his girl now and he's busy with school also. Nevertheless, I'm still extremely joyous about having a best friend like him :')

I kind of made a big decision last Saturday. haha! though, can't write the details of it here for some reasons. but I just wish that I made the right decision and I can manage it for the rest of the year or years to come. I'm having good vibes with it because I know this will help me with my ultimate goal..of starting to be independent little by little of course :) I remembered a line in "Happy Feet 2" that says:

If you will it, it's YOURS!

FOCUS AND DETERMINATION

these two are all I need to be in tract of what I am doing right now in my life. So this is it I guess..

Will be blogging more often than last year starting today :)