I love you but...

You know
It's hard to say
My feelings change
But I cant look away
Alright do your things
I can't be what you need
Cause it's not up to me
But you
Don't wanna believe it
When I heard this song I imagined that he is singing this to me, that he is saying the lyrics directly to my face. For the first time, I did not cry. Yes, I did not! 
I just imagined him saying to me that there's nothing more left. That his feelings already changed. Well I expected that already but I will never be sad again. Yeah it's alright. I'm fine. It's done and I'm also done with him.
There's so much to hide
So much try
Something ain't right
And I don't know
How to fix it
Don't waste your time
I promise I
Don't want to lie
Anymore
But when I remembered his eyes, how he looked at me the last time we saw each other, I know there was something more. He is hiding it and I don't know why. I know that time that I got to try again because I don't want to give up. And I heard that his answer was "Don't waste your time." I understood what he meant by saying those words to me. 
Cause love
Is just
A game you play
But sometimes you lose
Don't know what else
I can say
To get it through
Girl sometimes
It might be tough
When I say

I LOVE YOU BUT...
Then the last time he said to me "I still love you" flashed back in my mind. With those words sticked with it are so many but's. He loves me but he can't make it up to me. He loves me but he won't do anything for me. He loves me but he does not want us to return to our old ways again. He loves me but he does not know what to do and how to make it through. He loves me but he'll be away from me. 
But I
Can't be honest
I can't
When I'm with you
And I don't want
To think
It for once
I'm telling you
The truth
How can I do this
I try
To stick it through
I try, I try, I try
But I don't love you
I realized that if he truly loves me, we can still work it out. But we didn't. He doesn't want to work it out. I don't know if he's just lying to me that he still loves me. Yes, he said it but does he really mean it? I heard it from him but I can't feel it. So I think the only truth that I have to believe is that he doesn't love me. And I'm glad that...
IT'S OVER
I have to admit, I still love him for some reasons but if someone would ask me if I still want us. My answer would be "NOT ANYMORE". I'm tired of getting hurt, I'm tired of crying.I'm happy with what we establish right now as friends. I guess the "BETTER ONE" that people always say to me is somewhere out there waiting for the right time and right place.