"'pag may tiyaga may nilaga!" \m/

2 weeks before the finals...we have to prepare for this! :| DANCE AND WORK  HARD!


I was told by our choreographer to practice stunts and set my schedule for a gymnastics session. I felt so much pressure and stress because I don't really like being pressured by the stunts that I have to do in our routine. I am used to just being the dancer of the group because I'm not good at doing stunts. Most of the time I just want to exert all my efforts and energy with the dance only and not with those crazy tricks that others do. But for this one, I said to myself that I should face my fears and dilemma because nobody will ask me to do this if they believe that I can't. So if others believe that I can, therefore I should trust myself and believe as well that I can! :D


Good thing the day after, my high school dance troupe will go to gym and train also so I decided to go with them. I felt so happy that I can still be with them even if I am already an alumna of the group for two years. Obviously, I am the oldest that time training for gymnastics and I have to be a good example for them and encourage them to work hard because this is for our groups. But I have to admit, they are better than me with this thing! LOL =)) They go to gymnastics every day so they are used to body pains and everything that you have to deal with practicing stunts. And me, it is again my first time to practice this so what do you expect! Of course another ultimate body pain. I was right! Body pain and all kinds of "ache's" said hello to me! HAHA! It's all because I never stop practicing the "backhand spring" in the gym until I can do it right. Unfortunately I still can't do it. I understand that you cannot do something by trying and practicing it for only three hours. Our coach in the gym said that I should come back and practice again. How will I do that if I already can't bend my legs because it hurts a lot? :(( HUHU. I can't even go up and down the stairs and sit normally. 


Back to our training hours...I was encouraged by my friend who went to the gym also and train to practice his break dance moves and tricks. He is so good at it like woah! And every time I was the one to do what I was practicing, he would always shout "'PAG MAY TIYAGA, MAY NILAGA" and it worked for me. That's why I never stopped that time. I am frustrated already that I still can't do it. At the end of the day, I was tired but a bit confident because I know I tried to do it, even if I still can't do it right at least I know the feeling of doing it. And that's more important than being frustrated doing nothing.