I’ve been through so much pain for the past 6 months. I was happy until something happened that I never did expect. Everything was doing fine and going strong, then 3 days brought us apart and after that my life has changed. It affected me so much that everything fell down and I don’t know where I will pick those up. I gave my heart, suffered a lot. I thought it was already my best but then still something lacked. It was really hard for me to accept things and just forget. You cannot just erase in your mind someone instantly especially when that person became a big part of your life. People say it was hard because it was your first. My answer would always be it was hard because I already gave my heart.
I guess the world just goes round and round. I am done with all those dramas and tears. Life is changing for me. I stood up and try to regain my happiness again. Happiness does not always have to be from one person or thing only. You can always have happiness in everything in this world. And when you get to realize that, you are living your life to the fullest. And that’s what God wants us to do. I am blessed that when I was down, good friends come to pick me up. They are the reason right now why I can still smile and laugh despite of so much heartache. God is always behind me to back me up when I’m already giving up. I thought I could not make it but look at me right now. Happy as I can be because of the people around me. Though I guess I’m still holding on…to the picture that will never fade in my mind and heart.
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